How to Discover Your True Purpose

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>>The anxiety and depression led me to fitness.

>>The unknown illness let me to a plant based diet and the truth that food is medicine. 

>>Still struggling with symptoms months down the road led me to understand how emotions affect our body and how everything is perception, {including illness}

>>That the reason we're not where we want to be, in any area of our life,

IS ALL IN OUR HEAD.

>>It's the fears, old beliefs, self sabotaging patterns and stories that we picked up during our childhood. 

>>it's that little voice deep down that continues to whisper we aren't good enough. 

I love fitness. I love feeling healthy + amazing + confident, inside and out.

 But I don't think fitness is THE ONE thing that is totally life changing, life altering like I did before.

Because I had all my fitnessy/workout things in check a year and a half ago and still crashed bad.

I was eating healthy, working out, loved my body,

But was drawing my confidence + happiness from THAT. From something external.

So when I became sick, couldn't workout, couldn't eat all the food I had been eating to maintain my muscle, it felt like everything went spiraling down at once.

I sorta crashed.

Ok, I crashed hard.

I felt lost.

I felt like I didn't know who I was or what the hell I was even doing with my life.

Everything I felt I had built my life + business around seemed to not matter anymore.

And I was stuck.

For a long long time it seemed like.

UNTIL I SAW THE ONE LITTLE GLIMPSE OF LIGHT AND EVERYTHING BEGAN TO MAKE SENSE.

Everything that had happened, in my whole entire life, up to that point, had not been happening TO me, be FOR me.

Life had been happening FOR me.

God, my soul, the universe, had been working everything out in my favor in order for me to get to where I am right here, right now in this moment, as peaceful, healed, happy and whole as ever. And still getting better and better every day. 

But I couldn't see it then bc I was too stuck in my own drama.

I was too caught up in labeling everything in that moment that was happening to me as "bad" "terrible" "hopeless"

My ego and phrases I picked up when I was younger of "not good enough"can't do anything right" replayed constantly in my head.

But once I saw that little glimpse of light, I clung onto it for dear life and let it guide me out of the shadows.

Guide me to healing my past, my what I thought was a normal + "perfect" childhood,

getting acupuncture, releasing stuck emotions, feeling all the feelings and realizing I could experience them without them totally + completely pulling me down into darkness, healing my digestive issues, realizing that I was ENOUGH, just as I was, lean, toned muscley body or not. 

I LEARNED TO BECOME WHOLE + REALIZE THAT EVERYTHING I HAD EVER BEEN SEARCHING FOR WAS WITHIN MYSELF ALL ALONG. 

Life began to MAKE FREAKING SENSE for once.

That "peace that surpasses all understanding" actually became a FEELING that I consistently felt rather than mere words we cling to + repeat over and over again in our heads.

So I realized what truly matters.

So yes, working out, eating whole, organic, delicious foods is so so important.

But it's just a tool to keep yourself feelin' your best and functioning at your highest.

 

The REAL work comes from understanding who you truly are. The mindset, soul, digging deep work. 

The work that brings to light your unconscious patterns, why you do this, why you do that, where you got this fear from and how to overcome it. 

 

Bc let's be real, you can get workouts and meal plans galore for FREE online, anywhere, anytime.

So obviously that's not the problem or else everyone would be walking around happy, peaceful, lovin life, with their ideal perfect dream bod and life. 

And last time I checked, most of us aren't walking around like that,

YET.

 

It's the mindset work, the soul work, the uncovering of the fears, becoming conscious of how your story has shaped you and how you have the choice to rewrite it. It's awakening to the magic that's always been within you but for some reason we've been taught to search for it outside of ourselves.

Realizing that YOU are enough. 

YOU are overflowing with LOVE.

And working out from a place of being totally in love with the infinite, powerful being you are, 

Instead of from a place of hating your body and dreading going to the gym.

That what you thought about as your flaws and mishaps and everything that's wrong with you and your life, 

Is actually the crack in the wall in which to move THROUGH + emerge into ALL you were created to be.

 

That you were placed on this earth for a purpose and when you do this inner work, you begin to realize that purpose has NOTHING to do with and does not whatsoever include some corporate job busting your ass 24/7 for someone who doesn't appreciate you and will replace you in an instant if you decided to quit. 

I believe and KNOW, we all have unique gifts inside of us that can emerge and bloom and flourish

only from deciding to dig deep and doing this inner work.

 

That yes, fitness is important and I stand by working out + eating right all day long but healing your soul, being totally in love with yourself and discovering your reason for being on this planet and allowing it to emerge and live the limitless life you were created for is even MORE important to me.

Having a real, true, feeling connection to God and your infinite potential is ACTUALLY what lights me up and what gets me out of bed in the morning.

Not building a bigger booty.

(Although don't get me wrong, I still appreciate the booty gains)

THAT IS WHAT HEALS YOU.

THAT IS WHAT BRINGS TOTAL HEALING- MIND, BODY, SOUL. 

BRINGING FORTH WHAT IS WITHIN YOU. 

 

Bc maybe you haven't realized it yet, but a WHOLE UNIVERSE lives inside of you.

A universe of INFINITE, limitless potential that you were never made aware of bc we've been surrounded + raised by people who aren't aware of it within themselves. 

I've been through what seemed like hell + back and have realized it and am here to believe it for you until you truly feel and see and believe it and start living it for yourself. 

 

You were never broken, you were just taught you were.

You were never not enough, you were just made to believe that silly lie. 

You were always a goddess, a QUEEN, 

Who just happens to be in the process of realizing you misplaced your crown.

 

So much freakin love

{bc love is all there is,}

Chlo

PurposeChloe Elizabeth